Cliche

(Dad, you really don’t want to read this post.)

(Oh, it’s about sex. So anyone else can opt out now, too.)

The thing about back and neck pain, of which I have had my fair share as of late, is that it seriously interferes with an already problematic sex life. I don’t mean that Dan and I have problems having sex, except if you count the fact that it is very difficult to find the time (or, primarily on my part, the energy) to have sex. (As Dan put it, “I would have sex during surgery.”)

I never would have foreseen this 10 or 15 years ago. I used to read magazine articles about ‘keeping the spark in your marriage’ or ‘how to prevent children from ruining your sex life’, and I would scoff.

Scoff, I tell you!

Now I want to go out and buy Babyproofing Your Marriage to find out how to do exactly that.

Ah, I look back on those innocent days quite fondly. (Dad, seriously, you’re not reading, right?) I never would have pictured becoming a married woman with children who would choose sleep over sex. Not as a lusty 20-something, whose libido sometimes outstripped those of my boyfriends. One of the things I wished for in a partner was one with a high libido.

Well, be careful what you wish for.

I like sex with my husband very much and (as it’s the only sex I’m having these days, and presumably, the rest of my days) I would like to have more of it. Dan and I are very compatible in many, many way, including sexually — which, don’t let any lame advice columnist tell you otherwise, is vital to a marriage.

Yes, the ardor cools, the passion wears off. The heady early days of getting to know another person physically change into the attraction and comfort of a known quality.

And I am totally cool with that.

What I miss is the fact that by the time I am dragging myself to bed, I am too tired — and these days in too much pain — to invite my husband to come upstairs with me. Most of the time. (We both still get lucky, thank heavens!). If Dan is home “early” on any given night (early defined as 8 p.m. in my husband’s case) I would like to exercise my marriage rights, for him sometimes even more-so than for me.

I do a lot of stuff in the evenings. Not even counting the whole feeding-bathing-putting to bed of the children, there is laundry, kitchen duty, lunches to pack, bills to pay, etc., etc., etc. What I call here ‘the daily’.

And that’s all fine. If it’s been long enough and/or I want to feel intimate with my husband, I can (sometimes) muster up the energy for lovin’.

It’s when I do all ‘the daily’ while having back and neck issues. Or if I don’t do any of it (aside from the feeding-putting to bed of children) because of the pain.

Then Hugh Jackman could show up at my door with a bottle of Viagra, and I’d be like, “Hugh, not tonight, babe.”

What the heck chance does my poor husband have?

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5 thoughts on “Cliche

  1. I hear ya.

    Dr. Oz (of Oprah fame) said that it in order for men to be totally and completely healthy, they have to eat lotsa fiber in the a.m., exercise at least four times a week, and have sex 700 times in a year. 700 TIMES IN A YEAR. Do the math.

    Screw you, Dr. Oz.

    • I may have to delete that comment, because if my husband reads that stat… well, either I’m going to have to quit working or we’re going to have to start interviewing. (and THAT’S not going to happen.)

      Although, if Dan starts exercising four times a week, I may just be willing to quit my job. He is a handsome devil.

      Thanks for the comment!

      ciao,
      rpm

  2. I hear you too. Most of the time, I’d rather sleep, and I cannot believe I am really typing those words. Even 5 years ago I would have said that would NEVER happen.

    Try going to bed at least an hour, usually more, before your husband every night. Do that math…. Now that we have a child who likes to rise between 5:30 and 6 every morning yelling for mommy and I no longer have an hour’s worth of baseball highlights for distracting him in the morning, there’s some more math. The only way we got a second kid was an Elmo video.

    • Yup. I usually find Dan asleep on the couch because, in all honesty, he gets home so late, he’s not ready for bed at the same time I am. Er, sleep I mean.

      Oh, geez, I don’t know what the heck I mean.

      Anywho: Kate, for us? On vacation with family, so we weren’t POD all the time. I hear ya right back.

      thanks for the comment!

      ciao,
      rpm

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